Last time I posted I was freaking out about getting back together with my ex. I actually did reach out to him and we began talking. However, the damage is done. He doesn't trust me at all and continuously brings up topics such as: "You only want me as a shoulder to cry on" and "How can I trust you didn't cheat on me?".

Also, I find myself hesitant as well. I keep thinking about being with other men but I'm concerned it's just my hormonal, crazy college mind. I'd love to find a man who is confident, intelligent, attractive, and put together. My ex offers the prospect of that but because he is young, he is self depreciating in so many ways. I'm not sure if I should cut this relationship short or continue to try. I do love him and panic at the thought of not being with him but I'm not sure what to do.