I am 24 and i've been having sex with a single mom who is also 24 for the past two months. Well i recently discovered that for the past 3 years she has been a carousel rider. I did not know that and just respected her decision not wanting to suck my dick. We live in two different cities. She visits me over weekends and we just have sex almost the whole time. The type of sex we have is more like making love. It gets rough for a while but mainly because she struggles to hide the slut inside her. She has told me that she wants to be treated like a whore and have a very submissive vibe in bed but she when just verebally right before sex have asked her for blowjob she has said no. This confuses me a lot. While we were talking about anal sex the other day I accidently found out that she performed a lot of oral sex right before meeting me. I didn't say anything at the time but i recently i called her told her that i am not satisficed with our sex without having my dick sucked. She told that she hasn't done that since she was 19 and i called out her lie. I gave her the ultimatum that if she can't meet my needs i can't keep seeing her. She finally agreed. Now i know she has done a lot of other things as well that i would love to do with her. But i know formally asking her would lead to a rejection or maybe even ending of our relationship. As an AFC i do not want this to end so fast. From time to time a get angry at her and i raise my voice. She tells me smiling that she likes seeing me angry and tries to take it out of me. I have a feeling she would do those things with a guy who would take it out of her. A guy who would show the right assertiveness and fuck her the way she want to be fucked. By a Alpha male. During the whole time we've been meeting I've acted a bit Beta around her. I've acted needy from time to time, been apologetic. Because she refused me blowjobs i haven't even asked her for anything oral or tried to do any other bold move in bed with her, beside things that she asked me to do like hitting her with belt, chocking her neck very hard. NOW i am determined to be more alpha during our interactions. I know i have to study the topic and do lots of work in order to adapt my behavior. But my question is even if i start acting like an Alpha male both in and outside the bedroom is it possible to give her sexual satisfaction with an 13 cm dick?