Going straight into it, I tend to be a rambler and kind of boring. I only care because my so has mentioned it in the past, and more recently after a few minutes of talking it's pretty obvious he isn't interested, which kind of makes me not want to talk to him because I feel bad. He also told me a few weeks ago that i complained too much, which i have made a serious effort to change (that's why I'm not asking him) I am not overly social and that might be why I hadn't realized that I could be so boring before, but I want to fix it. Also we are in a ldr, so all we have is Skype atm. I know part of the problem is that I don't really have friends, and the ones I have live in different states, so it makes sense to spend all my free time talking to him rather than taking to a long distance friend, and my sister is also out of the country. Maybe there is no fix, and I should make myself more busy (I'm looking at taking horse riding lessons). He is fine with us not talking constantly which is fine, but when I do talk I want it to be something worth hearing. And when I'm not talking, how to keep myself occupied with him, without being a dork. I'm not overly interested in finding new friends, I'm okay by myself for the most part, just trying to be more interesting for him.