If i was able to hang with my guy friends, id ask them to slap me and snap me out of this thought process.

The dude she got with right after we separated (we werent even divorced yet) has left her. and he left her for the same reasons i left her.

so now shes single but isnt jumping into a new relationship like usual. and i just need to snap out of it. she doesnt see our daughters because shes working so much to make rent and etc. but im lonley and i feel like its persuading my decision.

the girls are enrolled in "play therapy" and the things they said to the therapist got to me. that "mommy always has to work to make sure they get what they need"

and it might be a strategy on her part to tug at my heart strings. but she hasnt made any sort of advances or talk of that nature. but i already feel myself falling into that trap..? i think?

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someone help me, i need to snap out of this.