If you’re reading this…thanks. Feel free to drop your words of wisdom if you want.

Our marriage has been over for awhile. I married the wrong person. Part of me might have known it from the start, I don’t know. Regardless, we have both known it at least since shortly after our second was born. They are 3 and 4 now. Here’s where we are now. We’ve been in separate bedrooms for years. There is no illusion with either of us that we can still work things out. We’ve talked about divorce a few times but never really seriously. It’s to the point she has a boyfriend. She goes out often…that’s fine, I prefer when she’s gone. Actually since we’ve unofficial separated she’s been great. Super supportive. Wants me to get out and date. Blah. Blah. Blah. I don’t really like her as a person if I’m being honest. Her views have gone kinda out there. Just to give an example without being too specific she think she’s a modern day witch with astrology and herbs or whatever. It harmless but weird. Im never going to be able to move on living together. I told her tonight it was time to start planning out how we would separate. Didn’t go great. She brought up a lot of points about keeping the family stable for our kids and whatnot. I agree that’s it’s stable in the short term but I’m not being the example I want to set for my kids. With the way housing has gone recently I don’t know how we afford two houses. Just one of my many worries….fuck…