My mom was helping me clean my master bedroom yesterday (working on cheering me up I think)...trying to get everything in the house decent..... We found stbxw engagement ring. I took it and sat at the table and stared at it for a while..... I wasn't sure if I was going to give it back to her or not.... Mom told her about it..... she basically doesn't want it. It meant nothing to her. Just like I never meant anything to her. I feel like I'm getting better although sometimes I'm afraid to say it. But just the rejection and the realization that she never loved me. It just really sucks.