You find yourself so in love with someone then you find out she's cheating. You ask yourself what did you do wrong? But you can't find the answer and constantly think about it.

It's been a week since I spoke to my stbx and today I broke down and called her. She doesn't care about me at all. I'm shocked how someone claims that they care about you one moment and then the next moment doesn't. Never call or check if you're okay.

I told her this. She had a rebuttal. She always has one.

I told her I just wanted my ring back that I brought, but I didn't think I would get it back.

I'm sitting here wishing I never married her.

I catch myself often thinking and knowing that she's seeing someone and lying about it.

How do you guys get through this?

I signed back up for school but it's hard to do the coursework or focus. I want to get a better job because I don't make much money but it feels like I'll never get there. I know it's a day at a time but this sucks.