Ok Gents,

20 year marriage. Separation almost a year. My STBX showed up late to our child's sports event. I obviously looked over that way once and a slight feeling hit me. Keep in mind we are not on good terms and can't be around each other due to this. I assume she hates me but I don't hate her. I just dislike her very much. The feeling wasn't love, heart felt. It wasn't loss or missing her. But it was this super subtle positive feeling. I would like to think it was a knee jersey reaction after 20 years. The feeling went away as fast as it came and I remembered all of the hell she has drug me through. Anyone experienced this or can explain what it was? Thanks