I was chubby and spotty from the age of 10-13. 3 years seems like only a small amount of time, but in school years it was a long time! I remember all the boys used to pick on me for being ugly, fat, and spotty... and most of them would treat me with such little respect. There were some nice boys, of course. But mostly, they were evil. Two of the boys used to randomly kick me. I told my teacher about it but he basically laughed it off with the two 10 year old boys. I wish i could see that teacher now and give him a slap. I know he lives near me somewhere, so maybe i will one day.

From age 14, i ‘glowed up’ more and more every year. I grew into my podge, got the hourglass shape that men seem to drool over, my face slimmed out and my spots went away. Since then, boys have literally been at my feet trying to please me and trying to get my attention with shitty messages and approaching me on nights out. Ive had weirdos STARING at me whilst im doing my food shop.... WHILST THEY ARE WITH THEIR GF 🤢 Im not saying this in a big headed way, because i am fully aware they just see me as a sex object; but the difference in the way males treat me is absolutely shocking. Its so sad. I have always been the same person inside and cannot believe how shallow men are. Obviously us women are also going to be attracted to attractive men, but id like to think none of us treat unattractive men like they are pieces of dirt!!! This is just yet another reason why i am going off men 😆