This year has been really life changing, from realizing that everything that I worked hard for can be taken away at a heartbeat to becoming so red pilled to the point where hotter women (9s and 10s) have began to turn me off. Even up until last year, when I saw a 9 or a 10, I would have checked her out for a little and tried to make eye contact with her here and there (I'm a good looking dude so no, I have never been called a creep) but now it is completely the opposite. The other night I was working out and there were 9 other people with me in the gym (thanks to covid). One of them was this smoke show, an IG model wannabe (with tight ass Gymshark clothing) and the moment I saw her outfit, her face and hair, in my mind I went "another carousel rider, wonder how many Chads and Tyrones she has in her back pocket. She gotta have an onlyfans or a sugar daddy if she's that hot. She must be living life on easy mode. I wonder how many Simps approach her thinking they have a chance with her, fucking blue pilled cucks". I continued on with my workout (without even considering she exists) and as I was leaving, my buddy (front desk worker) came over and said how she was checking me out the whole time and I should make a move on her. I said "Nah, she probably has enough dudes on the side, too tired and red pilled to simp for her". Driving home I asked myself if this is something that every MGTOW or Red Pilled guy feels once they reach a point where when they see a 9 or a 10, they comtemplate the effort they have to put into getting her and if it's worth it rather than getting in between her legs.