I got a RPW now. See you on othe other side. Found my posts. Hi Hun.

EDIT: Am keeping comms open. She Has a right to know. Half way through MMSLP. She mad. She right to be mad about the posting. Only thing I didn't do for us. I fucked up big time there.

EDIT: this is still rough. Wanted to say she wasn't snooping. I was leaving this out there in the open to find. Always wanted an RPW. Now living with the rough ride. She feels hurt. Rightly so. I have bridges to mend. Happy to do it out in the light now. Never wanted the dark. The light is scary as fuck though.

EDIT: wife MMSLP complete. Plane stable. No danger of crashing.

EDIT: Horizon is sunny. We're laughing and joking again. She still a newb but the basics are in. Just waiting now for her to pull a move on me :) she gets it. Don't know how it's going to turn out completely, but I am sure we'll both be happy.

EDIT: Normal cabin service resumed. All indicators green. She girl gaming me, bro. She good. Got to get fitter, faster, better now, just to keep up. Now playing for fun. In the light. Two people playing game fair and friendly.

EDIT: Bitterness of pill causing problems. She's struggling with what we struggled with in the early days. This jagged pill burns but, of course, even more bitter for her. Because of dark. Because of us. Because of non-equivalence (being equal doesn't mean being same). She reading now.

EDIT: r/RPW massive help with bitterness. Thank you sisters. Wife beginner now, no longer newb. Got a book and the RPW intro sidebar under her belt. Plus info I'm putting out there. Plus MRP threads. Plus my stuff on MRP. Plane still stable. New crew member checking out the cockpit.

EDIT: crew having fun. Cracked a few c/f jks about capt/fo... We been analysing celebs. Introduced sigma and lambda concepts. Having fun understanding. Lots of laughing.

EDIT: if anyone's still reading this all is well. We're browsing the RP community both together and in our own time. Wife reading r/RPW... I also introduced her to r/fPUA. That could turn out to be either a stroke of genius or a disaster. Either way it's an alternate perspective to RPW. Figuring out what might work for us. Probably going to just experiment and see. This is last update here.... Will have to write about our experience in a new post.

EDIT: Here's the post Into the Light