I think one of the reasons we struggle is all the mixed messaging and confused systems of how to understand our place in the world. The reality is we have no intrinsic worth unless we produce or create something. I grew up in Catholic teaching which says we all have innate value as spiritual beings in a community. I have never experienced that. So I have been prioritizing the wrong things. I exist for value creation and nothing else.

I wish I could cure this alienation.