What was the nature of the first extra-marital touch with the intent of being faithless? Was it all at once without a thought, as in due to very alluring and overwhelmingly appealing circumstances, or did you have to psych your hands up, maybe with initially non-sexual touches of an insidious and escalating nature that moved gradually over many efforts toward sexy parts? Or was it a single turning point of a moment where your hands just went active and suddenly unzipped a full-on grabbiness?

NYE I was passed out before midnight, and a friend of me and the wife comes in to wake me up. Im in a bed and she climbs in over me very boisterous and smiling, and I open my eyes still drunk to see that, lovely titties dangling in my face, the fat bump of a supercloseup smiling girl cheek, cushy bent hips and ass cheek, all in one view. My hand was very immediately drawn to any of the above flesh mounds, and when I bent my elbow to move toward it, all of the intent and momentum in my arm just turned off as I recognized her face as not my wife's.

All of this intrigues me.