Hello Redpill,

I wanted to let you all know that I am stepping into the cage for an MMA fight this upcoming Saturday.

This thread is also about my life and my reflections on the redpill.

Firstly, I would never be here without this thread. It was 2014 when I first swallowed the pill, and I have transformed into a man that I love and respect and frankly am killing it. I am finishing up pre-reqs before medical school and am banging a absolute DIME of an 18 year old at 29 years old.

The mental training I have been going through is considerable. About a month and a half ago I stumbled on the Wim Hoff training techniques and started dipping in icy rivers. I am now up to 20 minutes in the 48 degree shower and love this part of my daily routine.

The most alpha people that I know are black belts in brazilian jiu jitsu. See, I live inside of an MMA gym. My living situation is desirable and my room quite nice. No one knows that I live here. But basically I am around ultimate badasses all day. And what I like about them is that they are based and humble and kind hearted. I wish that there was more of this on this sub because life is too short and human kindness is a good quality to have.

With that being said, I am fighting a 6'4" lumberjack this upcoming saturday. It should be an interesting match. I have a kung fu background, and 6'2" and 29. The kid that I am fighting is 21 and doesn't have much experience. I am almost a blue belt and can tap up to purple belts. I just won gold at Subleague and feeling good about my prospects. My mother is beside herself that I am fighting. My Dad is STOKED and he's coming to see me fight! I have the best coach in the world. He's a great friend to me and always tells me how I can improve. My gameplan is to be a better boxer than him. And if I get into trouble take him down and try to submit him.

Guys, jiu jitsu is the ultimate Redpill Activity. I used to do kung fu (the legit kind not the fake and gay kind) and while this was okay and everything when I went up against a jiu jitsu cat I absolutely got demolished and my illusions were shattered. I wasn't shit without ground game.

My mental frame has to be really sturdy to do this shit. I have to have a really good amount of IDGAF. By the way, I have been in 6 fights before that resulted in KO or TKO and won 5 fights. But this one is at the big show at the cage, not just at a gym or a street-fight. So it's not my first time at the rodeo. I went 7 rounds total 3 rounds straight today with an instructor and got a black eye but did great. feelin' badass.

Also, in a related story, this 18 year old girl that I have been banging has been pretty great. She's kind, nice, courteous and fun to hang out with. We fuck like rabbits and she adores me. She's a shy, introverted bookish girl that is a solid 9 but doesn't know this somehow. I made her my GF about 3 months ago. I have no illusions of this working out long term, but her looks are incredible and I'm not sure I could find anyone that's hotter. At this point, at 29 with no STDS I'm like once I find superbly good pussy that I can trust within reason and is cool to hang out after we fuck I'm with it. I don't mind this at all. There are amazingly hot women literally everywhere in this city and so I don't care if I have to next it. But for now, she's brought me happiness. If that changes BOO HOO I have to find another gorgeous 18-24 year old dime piece to fuck through the floor boards and have wrapped around my finger.

Anyway, I am going to sleep. Wish me luck in my fight! I'm going for the KO.

Edit 1:

Thanks to all the well-wishers and people that were supportive. I appreciate it a lot.

Edit 2:

I have really bad news guys. I woke up this morning to this email.

iplayhearts,

I sincerely apologize but ***** has pulled out due to personal reasons. I am vigorously looking for a replacement but I wanted you to be aware. Please stay focused and ready to fight and I'll let you know what I come up with.

FUCK. I was so stoked on fighting and I spoke to the matchmaker on the phone and she said that it's unlikely that they will find me a replacement. My parents already booked their hotel room and everything. It's really incredibly disappointing, but the mm said that this is the name of the game with amateur.

My coach is bummed out too. I emailed the coordinator for a BJJ tournament this weekend and even though registration is closed seeing if I could compete there so this weekend is not a total wash.

I think that my opponent pussed out, that seems to be the consensus in my circle. technically we don't know, he could have had a death in the family. but, I think that he was only semi-affiliated with a gym and probably sobered up and realized he wasn't ready, which is respectable in some ways but really dishonorable AT THE LAST MINUTE because the deadline for the commission is tomorrow at the latest and so it really fucks me over.

I will just try for the next rumble event if everything falls through. I have to focus on school anyway, but it is really a huge let down to be training all the time for 3 months for seemingly nothing. Life goes on until the next opportunity.