Been reading TRP since August of 2013, but this is my first post. I am a 21 year old college student.

I was debating whether I should say 'hobby' or 'passion' in the title and I decided on passion. Rapping and content creation is my passion, and as we have learned countless times; having things going for you, and being self-minded is key to having high SMV. I have hobbies like Dota 2 and Pokémon, and I have a passion for rapping, and movie-making.

Most girls don't have passions. It still astounds me. I've asked maybe twenty girls in my lifetime what they do for fun, and every single one of them says "Um, I work" or "Hang out with my girlfriends" or "I don't really have much free time". That's not a knock on every woman, because I don't ask every woman I'm interested in what they do for fun. Like this one plate, Lauren, she is a major-league lacrosse player, a college student, and always has something fun to do when we go out. I know what she does, I don't have to ask.

This is even more applicable to males. We don't have inherent value like women do.

The story I come here to share has reinforced this for me. I have always had an obsession with hip-hop/rap music. I have two much older half-sisters that put me onto it from birth. So I decided to start work on a mixtape this Spring. The project has really expanded and I'm spending at least two hours a day working on it. I have been sharing it with people I am close to and started being known as the guy who wants to be a rapper.

'Kristin' is a girl I went to high school with, we were never friends, just had a few classes together. I have not had any communication with her since then. I am trying to communicate that she could have just as easily been a stranger, in fact, it would have been easier if she were a stranger because then she wouldn't have known how lame I was in high school. I saw her at my friend's 21st birthday party last month for the first time in three years. She is very attractive, I'm sure at least a 9 to even the most hardened of RP'ers. 5'9", an astounding, amazing ample ass (she gets so much attention for it on Tumblr and Instagram supposedly, I don't pay attention to that hamster shit), hourglass shape, plump lips, big green eyes and all that. Obviously I want to fuck her. She does not want to fuck me though, certainly.

We talk a little at the party and I go for the question of 'what do you do for fun?' and she says the usual that can be summarized into nothing, I do nothing for fun. Being polite, she asks me the same back and I tell her the truth, that I have won thousands of dollars from Pokémon and Dota, I show her photos of my trophies from my phone (I can post photos with username and date if you'd like), that I'm a camera op/utility for the the Big Ten Network who is often picked up for ESPN events, and show her e-mails and clips that prove it when she "No you aren't"'s me (everyone in high school knew I wanted to be a TV producer or something similar but the two popular kids who were interning thought I was a loser [I was] and most people preferred their content because of their higher SMV. Which is understandable. I'm not telling you how the world should be, rather how it is. My content was given less of a chance among my peers because I was a loser. Not giving away the name of the 4th and last intern, but you can find it out if you dig. He and I made a video that has over 20 million views on YouTube.) And then I tell her I'm trying to become a rapper and am actively working on a mixtape/album. I am Latino but look very white, most people assume I am adopted. I got the reaction I normally do, a laugh and a

Her: Seriously?

Me: Yeah, for real, you should hear a Tale of Trill Cities, or Hot Air Balloon. I've got a new one, Come Up, I'm still trying to perfect the drum pads for the chorus because I want the beat to switch up there.

Her: Haha what? You're not a rapper, u/SamWell93, come on now.

Me: I'm not yet, but I'm working on it. Have you heard of SAVEMONEY or Get Home Safe or Soulection? You know Chance the Rapper right?

Her: Yeah I know Chance [we are in Chicago to set the scene].

Me: I've shown some of the guys from there what I'm working on and they think it's got potential. [like I said I'm a lifetime rap fanboy, I've messaged people like Chance, Vic, Waldo AGO, Tre Capital, Cousin Stizz, Jazz Cartier when they were new just to let them know I appreciated their music and some of them were kind enough to give me feedback on the beats and lyrics I'm working with thus far].

Her: Oh really? Do you have something you can play for me?

Me: No, not from my phone, but if you come back to my place after this I can show you everything I've got so far.

I don't want this story to be about me or to paint me up, so I'll gloss over what happens next, we did indeed go home together after the party, she asked me to freestyle and I did, we fucked a lot. The freestyle ended with "she like this gold crucifix, call that a chain reaction, she's smiling now call that gaining traction, I wonder if she can tell hidden in these words, is attraction" and earlier there was some references to me giving her a facial and such, things so brazen and forward feminists would have you believe a womyn would slap me for saying that to her. Instead, after I finished and opened my mouth to speak she kissed me and it escalated quickly.

Many criticize rap for being misogynistic, but there's a lot of Red Pill knowledge that can be gleamed from it. Like about AWALT, abundance mentality, and the trope about rapping it then living it. Which is transferable to everyone. No I don't actually fuck 10s all the time and make millions of dollars, but I sometimes act like I do and that attracts women, it attracts employers. It's all about maintaining yourself and working towards living the life you want. You hear rappers/singers in general talk about how the same girls that used to diss them, are now wanting to get with them. You hear that all the time. I'm still a total nobody, but already I'm seeing drastic effects.

I am not attractive. My appearance is something I have mentally struggled with for most of my life. Don't let real insecurities show to your plates, you will lose some standing with them. What I want to tell my brothers out there, who aren't total studs, filthy rich, and or are just struggling to land a certain plate, is that having interesting passions makes getting women a lot easier. It can be guitiar, boating, Poker, almost anything you can think of. It allows for easy conversation and piques the interest of women, especially those who use their free time browsing Buzzfeed. It does not have to be a traditionally interesting passion, you just have to talk as if it were.

Being that guy is usually to your advantage. That guy with the dogs, that guy who is a gym rat, that guy who cooks, anything is good. Women love status, even if it's only the illusion of true status. If you're known for something it's better than being a nobody. If you put your effort into something, it will attract women automatically. That penniless hippie who plays bass might steal your girl just because he plays an instrument. Minimize the chance of this happening by having your own special attraction.

LESSONS LEARNED

  • If not from looks alone, women need to justify sleeping with a man by his status

  • AWALT

  • Pay attention to yourself first, by devoting yourself to what you love, you find more satisfaction than any woman can give.

  • To my knowledge, everyone [especially girls] like to be objectified and owned sexually, don't be shy with being forward once you've past initial conversation

  • Having a higher SMV makes you more successful at EVERYTHING

Again, my first post to TRP, never even commented in 2 years but I'm interested to hear any feedback, insight, or comments. I'm young, I can read about RP things but haven't yet had the chance to explore it as fully as I'd like.