I'm no prize physically. I'm 6'1, 315 pounds of unadulterated big black guy. And I struggled. For a long time. I constantly questioned my worth on the basis of my size, how interesting my conversation was perceived to be, whether or not she noticed how big my lips are, my scarred eyebrow... really anything my brain could manufacture to prevent the shame of rejection.

Here's what I realize to be the secret, however. And don't forget this is coming from a guy who, 4 days ago, would approach a 10, head down begging for validation.

The secret is to not fucking care. One single bit. All of my anxiety issues stemmed from having way too many fucks to give. I read TRP, seddit, and watched Tyler Durdens infield videos for 3 days and now I can't meet a stranger. Tonight, for example, I opened EVERYONE. And it was cool because I wasn't gaming, wasn't delivering lines, I was just being "that guy". That guy who says absolutely anything and everyone cracks the fuck up. The guy who can do no wrong. TRP, I am not the man I was 7 days ago.

The hype is true. There is no game other than the one you're playing with yourself. Fuckers, I'm a fat minority and I am talking to and closing the most beautiful girls I have ever seen. Be who you fucking are and own it.