I'm a 22 year old KHV virgin form Greece. I'm 1.77m and have a barely average face which means I'm invisible to females but not so repulsive. In order to make up for lack of height and facial aesthetics I began lifting.

Over the last year I have put on 20kg of muscle starting at 65kg. I have been on a few dates with a girl but we did not do anything. I asked her to hook me up with a friend of hers but she said all of them excpet her are taken despite telling me at the start of our date that she and her friends are single. She reduce my SMV to -100.

I have also done other self imporvement stuff like NoFap, meditation, reading, shaving, showering, socializing but to no avail. I have approached 12 girls this year and ALL of them have rejected me. The last 2 flat out ignored me when I talked to them. Some females would talk with me for 1 minute some others for 5 minutes but in the end they all left me. Only an overweight girl had the decency of telling me to fuck off because she didn't want to go out with me.

I have given up on myself and just LDAR at this moment and I'm happier than ever. Alcohcol> torturing your body and training your mind for women who won't give a shit about you. What did I do wrong guys? Is it possible that it's in my nature to be KHV? I have reached the point that I'm just happy being a lonely autistic incel cause I feel like alpha life was never for me.