I’ll admit it, I’m not even close to Alpha – but I’ve been obsessed with the Red Pill for the better part of the last month and am working on myself constantly. Recently, I’ve been paying attention to shit tests from girls and learning how to defuse it. Last night, I sort of unconsciously went the nuclear route and I thought I’d share my story.

I was sharing a chair with this one girl who was pretty drunk. I was getting annoyed so I told her to move over because I’m bigger than her and she replied, “You’re so skinny, I’m bigger than you.” I’m a pretty skinny guy, and I’ve just started lifting heavy, but I don’t appreciate people pointing it out to me. I kept my frame and replied, “You’re right, you look like you’ve never seen the inside of a gym.” She through a hissy fit and started calling me an asshole, and she looked like she was on the verge of tears. The nice guy in me did come out a bit, as I apologized (I’m still learning), but she eventually stopped and asked me if I want to leave the group we were with and go outside.

Nothing happened because I’m still learning and haven’t gotten into game much. But after last night, that’s where I’m heading next. Like I said, I’m on a mission for self-improvement. Let me know if I could’ve done anything to handle the situation better. And thank you guys for existing, this sub has changed my outlook on life. I finally feel like there’s hope for me.