Hi i found this site very resently and is not that familiar to Reddit in general. I have found a lot of Information that i found interesting. What is the best way to start to find the most valueble content here in order to start learning?

I am 43, married with kids. I seem to both attract crazy girls and also i think i attribute to negative Dynamics in relationships where i end up trying to please her, trapped within her frame. I am not happy with it, a childhood with unstable mother and a stepdad that was anoyed i existed probably attributted to some self asteem and anciety issues. I want to fix myself and go on to live a happier life more in charge of myself and becoming less pathetic in general