Idk what my levels are at but my gains are in. I started taking ashwandha pills and hitting weights hard as fuck. Tonight the wife rejected me 3rd time in 5 days. Thought testosterone would help me be in control and not deer. I flat out went 0 to 1000% this time. I felt like the hulk. Told her straight up fmofy if you dont want me then goodbye. She said I just can't say no and I said it's that you shouldn't want to. I told her I can't do this anymore and went on for 45 minutes about how I'm done. Only problem is idk where to begin with seperation. It's my first relationship let alone divorce. She is acting as if it's all a big bluff.