I've been staying with my ex for the past few weeks after being booted by my aunt. My ex knows I have feelings for her still and she says she does too, but she wants us to be in an open relationship, which we kinda have been in since I moved back. But since I've moved in with her, I see how open it is. She basically brings home a different guy every week just to rail her, and will only fuck me when shes really horny, and nobody is around. But then she tells me she loves me and will cuddle and fall asleep on me on the nights she's not bringing home dudes.

I was okay when it was just a thought she was maybe doing it, but now that I'm living with her, I'm seeing how extreme it is and I'm not okay with it.

I'm in the process of looking for a new apartment. She doesn't know it yet. I wonder if I threaten her with it, if she'll turn her act around.

Last night, she just brought home another guy. It's amazing that she can pawn her kid off on her parents over and over and just do her thing. Shameless bitch.

Actually, I guess it's better than her pawning the kid off on me.

I usually play friendly and give them a friendly greeting when they come in but I threw out the ol "another guy, that's like your third one this week!" routine and neither of them seemed too happy about it.

I guess my comment and me being here made things really awkward for him and he left and she got super pissed at me and then she sort of checked herself and opened up a pretty dark secret she never told me and now I know this bitch is full blown crazy and I see why she has her issues

Still trying to figure things out