I'm turning 21. I used to be a top-notch player. I really did. Confident. Surprising. Captivating. With extremely good results. Beautiful women ensued.

Then I found this woman. 5 years older than me. Flowers at the library. Date. Got to meet her better and realized she's a lot like me. Her way of thinking. Her logicality. Her reasoning. So it was easy. I enchanted her and fucked her in the car.

Ever since, something changed. I started losing my skills. I started losing my personality, my deductional abilities, my "I know what you're thinking". Other things changed. I started needing her. My confidence got low. This was after our time together at my house (2nd time total). I started doubting. It wasn't at all normal. I feel... satisfied. Unhungry. This is horrible. I can't talk to other women. I can't engage them. I don't want to engage them. I just don't feel the grip. It's boring. And I can't be with her. Things got bad since an episode of low self-esteemed. I opened up and broke the rules. I showed fragility, and was not the man who stood there and gave her flowers. I really feel lost for the for the first time. It's odd as fuck. Anyone felt the same? Advice please?