I know this sounds fucked up, but please answer if you have the experience.

To be honest ive had pretty low standards in girls for some time. Not ugly but not very attractive either. Ive been doing some self improvement and it pays off. Last Saturday i f-closed a hb-9. Extremly fit and all that. Im pretty certain i cant do that on a regular basis. Im honestly a bit afraid that sex with "ok looking girls" wont be the same. It an amazing feeling to have sex with someone and just marvel at their body. Not even in a sexual way. This may sound stupid as fuck but im legitimately worried that sex with non-fit girls wont be the same.

I know i should be happy and proud of myself, but i just cant shake this feeling that this is the experience i will compare all girls to, which will ruin my common type. I wont close on this kind of girls more than maybe once a year.

I realize it sounds fucked up but if anyone have some experience here please share.