I accepted the request thinking it was a genuine account but as I transformed into my stalker mode, only after him liking couple of my pictures from last year, I realized the account is as fake as his personality. What made me realize it was my ex, along with my intuition screaming at me its him is the fact that he was following some music artists he personally loved (eg ZAYN) and digital currency account. Two of the things he loved the most.

We all know we get curious as to what our Exes are up to post breakup, I have been there, I admit and precisely because of this curiosity and anxiety I decided to block him everywhere (admittedly, after waiting on him to reach out for the longest time) and not succumb to making useless fake accounts to give myself that fix. I haven’t ever made a fake account, but my friends who have, told me it takes work. The account got to look legit, with the ratio of likes to the followers etc etc. Oh well he failed at that too. Scrote cannot even make a good effort to spy without arousing suspicion.

To think pre FDS I would be fawning over the fact oh look I am so unforgettable that he still keeps tabs on me. Tapping into my pickmeishaism getting validated from this act of his. After FDS, Ew. Yuck. Block Block Block. Be gone scrote. Only couple of months lurking on this sub it had such influence on how I think and approach these matters and Oh that sweet leniency I have with the block button. It is truly liberating when you actually don’t give a f**k anymore about the person for whom I was literally crying over and questioning my own self and worth and praying that he would come back. Not anymore. Thank God.