I've been with my boyfriend for a year. He cheated on me a couple of times. I know it is terrible and he devastated me, and I naively gave him another chance, but obviously things have been very rocky. I am a very spiritual person as it runs in my family, and for guidance 2 weeks ago I posted in one of my groups asking for help. I didn't expose too many details, just that i was having a tough time getting over my boyfriend cheating. I had many people reach out and had some do tarot readings, angel readings etc, but the majority of people there told me to leave him. Yesterday, he saw the post somehow and completely blew up at me. I feel terrible and guilty, honestly. I shouldn't have exposed the details of our relationship like that, but I was so desperate for help and advice. He said "Fuck you Emily, I've been trying", and is ignoring me. He said "Nice knowing ya, I'll drop your stuff off tomorrow", but didn't. I feel so terrible and I miss him and want to message badly, but I don't want to beg. It feels surreal and he hasn't blocked me on Facebook or my number so I don't understand. Does he just need space? My last message to him was "I hope you get better L, you have a lot of unresolved issues and I've always tried to be patient with you. I've given you my love, care and support and you took advantage of that." He just left me on read. I'm hurting so badly and feel so alone.