In many of these pictures, I'm wearing Transition lenses and giving off a geek nerd vibe. Yet, I was on the beach, in Tokyo, on a hike, playing an intense sport. These are the pictures I go to and have had for the last few years. These pictures have done nothing but caused heartache, frustration and pain as I sit here a 25 year old virgin (while 16 year olds are getting it in).

I put myself out there. I delete my accounts, recreate them every few months, and get humiliated. I'm about to move into the city where there's more social activities, but even then, I don't rely know too many people.

And that's the core issue I have. There are very few guys I know that can take my pictures. And with what scenery? Am I supposed to just go out and do a fucking photo shoot? All of my other pictures were candid and in interesting places, and I wasn't always wearing the same thing. Here, there isn't much variety. I have a slightly better sense of fashion, but that's not the end all be all. I'm 5'10, 150lb and no white. Something needs to give, because every day that goes by, dating and losing virginity becomes harder and more uncomfortable.