Since splitting up 2 months ago and her move back across the country 2 weeks ago. I started going out alone and got comfortable and started doing karaoke. LAST NIGHT was the FIRST TIME I DID STAND UP COMEDY. Let’s just say I killed it and I found the purpose I’ve been searching for my whole life that not the Army nor Marriage gave me. I know it’s still early but I feel hopeful for my future in happiness.