Hello guy,

I thought I was going good with my routine of healthy eating running and reading but for the past month, I am in this loop of doing everything that bad for me.

I am not eating right, smoking tons of weed and not paying attention to work. And I have zero reason to be doing all this - I know it’s bad for me but I am struggling to break this pattern and I know I will go smoke some more on evening.

I have zero reason to be doing this, yes life is stressful with divorce lawyers going back and forth , the weather being sucky and I haven’t had sex in a year now BUT all of my behaviour is my fault but I don’t seem to want to improve .

Maybe I am having a positivity burn out but yeah. Fuck this shit