Hello! Back again with another update, Day 2 of my little social-adventure series. If you’ve missed the earlier episode, check the older thread.

Day 2: So today, I saw this girl on the tram. She was cute.. cute in that quiet way that kind of hits you unexpectedly. I walked over and took the seat right in front of her, making sure my presence was clear without being weird. My usual goal is simple: make myself known, let her notice me. And she did.

We made eye contact, real eye contact, for a solid 10–15 seconds. In those few moments my heart was honestly racing. It felt like a wave of electricity hitting me all at once. I knew right then.. I’m going to approach her today.

When the tram stopped, we both got off. She was beside me, typing something on her phone. I stepped up, said “Excuse me,” and she looked at me. I started talking… but the moment I began, her body language told me everything I needed to know. She wasn’t really feeling it. She was polite, said she’s doing fine, and eventually mentioned she’s actually seeing someone.

I didn’t drag it. I just smiled, wished her well, and walked away. Honestly thought today was going to be my success lol.

But here’s the thing, I still feel great. A couple of days ago I was basically scared of everything, avoiding even the smallest risk. And now I’m actually out there, doing things I never imagined myself doing. Approaching strangers, dealing with rejection.

I know I haven’t tried this in more social environments yet, but I will soon. I have a feeling those settings will bring even better interactions.. more natural vibes. The random tram/bus approaches are still part of the practice, though, I take my shot when the timing feels right.

Honestly, I’m learning fast. And I feel like a win is coming sooner. I share all of this with you guys not just for you, but honestly for myself too. I need to tell someone about these moments, every awkward attempt, every little step forward. Turning it into a kind of mission, a daily report, forces me to stay social, to keep showing up, and to keep pushing myself lol.