Every few weeks I have a bit of a mental breakdown when I realize how fucked up the world is and how it's not going to get better any time soon. I try not to get on social media too much but every once in a while I will and it will remind me that the worlds going to shit. The entire country is being controlled and brainwashed and the people on top don't even hide it anymore.

Once I remember this again I get super nihilistic; like what's the point of trying to improve myself and "fight the system" when the world will just get worse and worse anyway, if I can't relate to most people around me, if girls I try dating won't care about me, if I get a job and my boss/the company won't care about me, follow "the system" when the government doesn't care about me, do anything when I'll be hated anyway for being a straight white male.

So my question to you all is what makes it all worth it? What's so important to you that you'll put up with all the bullshit in the world for it?