Hey fellas, this might be a long one. On mobile so apologies for formatting in advance.

I've been making posts here and there with my journey through a RP lifestyle. It's given me alot of confidence, and I've been lifting for around 2 years now. Finally got my own place, make decent money, etc. I've been getting back into the game recently and wanted to expand on this situatiom with this girl I've been seeing.

She's a good 7, two years younger than me, nerdy introverted chick with amazing "personalities". I was with her for the second time last night. First time we made out & smoked and I got way too high so I left after a couple hours. She's obsessed with me. Told me multiple times she thinks I'm out of her league, texting me non-stop, etc.

Well last night I accepted her invite over, and after chilling there for a couple minutes I could tell she was extremely nervous. I started some kino with her to try and loosen up and we talked about random shit. Fast forward like 5 minutes and she has her top off, basically shaking in excitement (I've never had a girl visibly shudder like that from foreplay, can anyone touch on this? It wasn't cold lol). Anyways, I'm about to go down on her and she says something like "You're not as dominant as you seem, you know", "You don't have to fake being a tough guy." in a disappointed tone. Clearly some shit tests I wasn't ready for. Boom, instant boner kill. K. O. I can usually bypass most comments mentally but that one was a big hit to me for whatever reason. I'm tall and fairly built, did she expect me to just throw her around off the bat? My sexual experiences have been fairly neutral, I like the idea of being dominant & in control but haven't experimented with it enough that I felt comfortable doing it with a girl I barely knew. I could probably pull it off if I winged it but I'm not exactly a sex overlord just yet. Did she assume because of size & age difference I would be extremely dominant with her? How does this shit work lol?

She knew I fell out of the mood a bit, and we just talked for like 10 minutes. I should've just up and left? wasn't butthurt or anything, I mainly just lost interest and was confused. She said she hadn't fucked in almost a year (sure ok), and that she apologizes for the comments and that she was just really emotional and excited (???????).

She tried to get me to stay because she felt really bad. Had work at 6am so I left. She insisted that I come back over on Monday night. She texted me about and hour after I left.

No idea what to make of it honestly. I was a bitch for listening to her, should've just gone for it regardless of her comments, I get that. But I'm unsure how to proceed. Is my image damaged in her eyes? Did I beta-fy myself? Help me out here.