In the last year or so, my eyes have been opened more and more to the full extent of male depravity. For example, I've become really concerned about the extent of men's tendencies toward pedophilia. Considering that so many men relative to women abuse young children, how many more wish they could? Or how many have unwelcome or even not fully recognized sick urges that they suppress and never act on? Is it virtually all men? Is it just a few?

I want to have a family with my partner one day but am terrified about the prospect of having a daughter because I am scared that all men are secretly attracted to little girls (even if the attraction is somewhat unconscious). I see signs everywhere - in books and movies as well as real life. So I've become really vigilant about trying to figure out if men really are this sick. I want the truth - and I want nothing more than to be proven wrong. I don't want this to be real. :(

I was watching a video with two very famous celebrities, and there's a moment when their young daughter climbs on the dad's lap. I REALLY didn't want this to be the case, but I noticed that his pants around the crotch area looked one way before the daughter entered the room and the same after she left at the end of the interview, but sort of...fuller when she was in the room, after she had climbed on his lap? I never would have noticed this before I became vigilant about this issue.

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Of course everyone in the comments is talking about how lovingly the dad looks at the daughter & what a great father he is. Does no one else see what I see? Is this because I'm wrong and seeing things that aren't there [I sincerely pray this is the case]? Or is our whole society just so brainwashed that they can't see what's in front of them?