I honestly regret my first sex with a guy 7 years ago, and I thought he would be "good" just because he had been with other women, but he was so bad at it I called it quits shortly.

I don't know why but he acted like a retard, like an idiot who cannot think for himself and relied on his past experiences just to know how my body works yet still acted like a pent up freak when we did it. It was like having sex with a guy who is reading "How to have sex" manual as we do it but based on his rote memory. I felt like an IKEA furniture that needed to be manually set up just to have a full orgasm. I honestly only had one with him and I think his dick didn't last long and didn't get hard that long.

I thought that the more experience a guy has, the more natural he will be with sex, but in his case it's the opposite - he acted like a person in a operant conditioning and not being himself. Like on and off switch yet doesn't know how to properly light a lightbulb if you get what I mean?

I truly wish I had been with a guy who knows what he doing 7 years ago. But anyway this post is just a rant because I hated his dick even though the size was adequate.

Lastly I hate porn, porn dried up our pussies for great sex, and I hate that men don't see that unpornfied mindset gives you great sex.