I filed almost 7 months ago. Still cohabitating still going through the divorce process. I’m exhausted and just over it all. Have court next week and found out she no longer has a lawyer. So I’m sure court will be canceled. She still wants to get back together and I don’t. But I feel it would be easier then going through all this. She’s slowly wearing me down. I know nothing will change in our relationship. No kids involved luckily. I know I have to stay the course but it’s so hard. I know she’s manipulating me. It’s about the life style and not me. Has anyone else felt this way?