I [41M] got divorced in October 2020 (it was a friendly divorce). This past year, I've felt lonely and I think I've gone through a bit of depression, as I've lost some motivation for things I used to enjoy. Months ago, there were days when I'd come home from work and just get into bed, and there were days on the weekends when I didn't feel motivated to get out of bed. I'm feeling a little better now, but still not totally myself. I'd often find happiness in little things, but sometimes I find it hard to do that now. There are times when I start to enjoy something, and then I start to feel like it's pointless. Or I'll start to do something I always enjoyed doing as myself (such as listen to a song I like, etc.), but then I'll feel like I wish I had more time to have shared that with my ex wife and I'll feel sad. I'm wondering how long it will be until I feel closer to normal.