It's been 2 days since my original post. We're getting our house ready to put on the market. Keeping the routine with the kids but at the end is the hard part saying goodbye. Knowing that I will be sleeping by myself and not in the same roof. My wife and I barely talk after our conversation we text and even that is minimum. Last night I text her "How are you doing?" . And she didn't reply till now . I don't know if she's ignoring me? I also started taking my antidepressant block the pain. I was thinking of stopping to let the emotion all out. But I'm afraid I wasn't able to function with all the pain work with the kids even just by myself. I have close friends and family to talk but it barely helps. A turn to my religious belief for guidance and answer. Hoping God will will answer my prayers.