We would be married 12 years this 21st. I'm having a hard time letting go. She started therapy and after two sessions asked for a separation. I knew it was over then. I begged for three days and she came back. A few days go by and we still haven't been intimate. I talk to her Sunday morning and she left me.

I'm so torn on how I feel.

She's letting me stay in the property in an RV. She only wants $800 a month total. I still get the same amount of time with our 3 kids. I hit the jackpot of divorces let me tell you. But I still can'tet go.