I wish I never knew what the red pill is, I wish I never knew what an incel was. I wish I never knew of Andrew Tate’s existence. I think I finally get it. Ever since I was 18 (I am now 23)I used to think of myself as “above average main character “ I used to think and wanted to be different in terms of mindset and everything. I used to wanted to escape the matrix, I used to think that life was all about money, cars and how many women I can bang.

But you know what I don’t want to be a masculine man. I’ll rather be a soy, a beta, a white knight, a simp, and a nice gentle, passive person but be happy and have ACTUAL, REAL, loving, caring, fulfilling relationships with people, but be a normal average joe, than to be a guy with millions of dollars, a Lamborghini, and the ability to fuck any woman I want, but miserable with nobody that likes me or gives a fuck about me. (Like Andrew Tate or any redpill influencer) I finally realized there is way more to life than cars, money, and girls. Don’t get me wrong I would love to have a million dollars and start my own business, in fact I’m in the process of starting one and getting a career. But I would still would like to be NORMAL.

I honestly wouldn’t know what to do if it wasn’t for this subreddit. I constantly strive to live a happy fulfilling life with happy fulfilling relationships to the point where I started connecting with God for guidance. My life could’ve been so much better (don’t get me wrong I am happy with my life I just struggle mentally a lot, like way too much) but tbh I accept full responsibility for this.

I started a new hobby, I stopped watching redpill content, I started connecting with GOD. So for 2024 Heres to a new me! Better attitude, more open minded, open to try new things, and stepping out of my comfort zone even more than last time!