Just a little went here. Even though, I had a few girlfriends before, it just feels that I will never have a romantic relationship again, since Im kinda jaded and standarts of women are really high.

Please don't think that Im bashing women here or asking them to lower their standarts for men. However, it can sometimes feel really depresive to "not be good enough". Or just see other me do way better than you do without putting any effort in.

Rant over.