My narcissistic, sociopathic ex and I went on a road trip in order to try to fix our relationship or as sort of a getaway so we could repair things. I was so naive back then.

But when driving he got angry because I said he should eat some breakfast before the drive, and he started speeding and it was terrifying.

He also said he was going to leave me on the side of the road. In fact he did that before at a park after that. He would convince me I was the irrational and crazy one.

He got in my face once, screaming and I slapped his chest aka. reactive abuse. Then he went on to say I was abusive, horrible and crazy.

Toward the end of the relationship my ex and I barely talked. Just worked and saw eachother at night, since he was a chef, and he said “I think we are going to end up hurting eachother physically”. And I said, “what do you mean? We haven’t argued like that in a while”. And he said “I just know it.”

Thankfully he left me for his pickme co-worker who married him in less than 6 months. I have a bad feeling about their relationship but I’m lucky we didn’t stay together because I think I would’ve ended up like Gabby.

Seeing the bodycam footage made me so mad. The cops could’ve done more. Hopefully this will be a lesson for everyone in a relationship with these types of men. My ex was also starting to bald and had a smug attitude about him.