After more than a year of this war i tired so much of being a man in this country I have huge problems with my health but I'm afraid of visiting the doctor, because i could possibly be concripted during the road.

These cases are rare nowadays but still I don't wanna risk. Yes, you may argue that with big health problems you will not be conscripted, but you don't even understand how hard it is to prove, that you actually not able to be a soldier.

For example, i have dysplasia of the knee joints, and barely can walk for more than an hour, but still i was proving this for more than 2 years! And still was supposed to give a bribe for not being conscripted during the peace time. Unfortunately, this not working during the war time.

I'm not looking here for some advice, because there is not that much that i can do about that, but at least want to express my feelings, because in Ukraine everyone will call me a pussy because of that...

If you want to ask some other questions i will give you an honest answer