I don't know how to phrase this post. I'm married 7 years. She's a good wife and mother, does everything around the house, wants sex... But i find i resent her. Not for anything big either, just little things she does/doesn't do.
She just pisses me off. I don't want to game her, kino, kiss. I find myself talking through my teeth at her, giving her dirty looks behind her back.
I'd really like to stop this behaviour but it's so hard. I guess that's why it's called resentment.

I don't even feel i can fake it till i make it, because i find when i do be nice for a while she starts acting a bit of a cunt. Maybe those are shit tests. But it just puts me back in the frame of disliking her.

I've been reading trp for a couple years on and off and have genuinely read both sidebars. I don't see resentment being talked about a lot. I've been putting off making this thread for a few weeks because it's probably a stupid question, but I've reached the point i need to ask because it's really affecting my head now.

Edit: just extra detail.. she's always wanted to fuck me, and is often annoyed i don't initiate with her. I think it's one of her biggest annoyances with me. But as I wrote above, i don't want to. She's attractive tbf though. She's not fat.
I've never been a beta soy boy either. Never been overweight, manual labour, good dad. Have always had good boundaries. Been the man of the house always, even though i may have been a bit controlling in the past. But the last couple of years trp has helped me realise all this and straighten myself out.

It's just the resentment i can't get past.