I don't really have any close friends and its my second year so most people already have friends. I cannot go to another location for daygame practice because of the lack of money. There are pros and cons to this way of doing things.

Pros:

  1. I might get over my social anxiety and actually get a girlfriend
  2. I might actually get know a lot of people and get close friendships

Con:

  1. I might be labelled as the local creep. There aren't a lot of girls in my college and everyone is connected in some way or the other. She will almost definitely know someone who knows me.
  2. The people that I do know might stop talking to me for being weird and creepy
  3. College might become a miserable nightmare without any sense of hope for the next 3 years. (I am definitely here for 3 years. No way out really.)
  4. The worst of the worst case, this might get to the college authorities. (Living in a very conservative country where sexism or discrimination against men is normal.)

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What do you guys think should I do?