I don't know what the fuck else to say... I've thought about going into detail about my situation but here's what it is. I need to get the fuck out. The hypocrisy, the fuckin double standards, all the emotional fuckin bullshit is ridiculous. Wife and I been together 15 years. We have a 3 year old daughter, mortgage on a house, 35k in credit debt, a small business, 2 cars, mine paid off but both financed in my name. I know my daughter deserves better than the shithole that we are raising her in. The only issue that I've been going through for 2 or 3 years is that I'm the primary monetary earner in the house. When I leave, I'm going to let the courts decide what I pay for child support and alimony because over the 15 years I'd get bitched at over going to the fuckin dollar store. I'd get bitched at for spending a dollar but here the bitch is spending over 300 a month for ballet for herself, book club and shit for herself, etc. I'm at the point where I NEED to get the fuck out of here but it's going to be my fault that her and more importantly my daughter end up on the streets. I've sat up for nights crying my eyes out because I can't do this bullshit anymore but I can't win this internal battle... I'm bawling typing this out because I'm so unhappy but I can't get over it. Let me hear the hate for this... I'm sorry for the language but it feels better than holding it in any longer.