Context is that we are in the middle of a collaborative divorce but still cohabitating to save on money. Today is our wedding anniversary and it feels like just any other day in the calendar. It sucks because I've had good times over the years in this day.

What makes it a little worse is the fact that's she's moved on and is spending the night with her new man. All the while, I'm at home with the kids and am alone emotionally without a relationship. STBXW had emotional and partial physical affair with another man (she's not staying with him tonight as it didn't work out for them as he's still with his wife).

Honestly, I'm just posting this to get it out of my system. I know I will be there for my kids and I hope they see that I'm here for them while their mom is at a "friend's" house as time goes by

Ok, all done with my pitty party/rant.