My future ex wife 29F left me 31M 6 months ago. She kept the dog and moved out, we sold the house and I bought my own home. I felt like I had to move on so I’ve been hooking up and seeing other women. But I wanted reconciliation and always wanted to make things work.

She told me yesterday she’s going to start seeing other men. It stung. Because she’d rather see what it’s like to date other men than work on the marriage. It was her plan all along. She probably had someone waiting. I don’t know. Either way it hurts.

I don’t think I’ll find anyone I’m more physically attracted to. I loved her so much. What was the fucking point of getting married if you’re just going to give up? I need some honest opinions because I’ve been going through it the last 24 hours. I’m finding it hard to accept that she will find someone else and I’m being extremely critical on myself and thinking of how I’m inferior to any man she will meet.

The worst part is, now I just want to start hooking up with women and deserting them so I can feel better for a few days after what she did to me. I was never like that before. I’m broken.