Back story. Together 9 years, 6yr old and 10week old daughters... she struggled through the first and I swallowed the blue pill.... I'm feeling the flow on for swallowing the red. She's struggling through the second and I'm giving bulk comfort but zero Beta vibes.

She has started doing dishes, and she cleaning and most housewife stuff apart from my washing, she's also losing weight. I've gone from 100kg to 90kg of mostly muscle: and $60k to the $100k in the same time.

She has an up and coming family weekend where we all stay in the one house and 'conect' that clashes with my best mates stag do (same weekend) this happened two weeks ago.

As a result I've for the first time ever been denied sex for an obvious reason... it's happened before but she's always hidden the Reason.

At a club tonight with mates I had a girl pash me and grind against my leg until she almost got off... and would of and more if I pushed harder.

Between the two Events I've got a strong craving to just go back to spinning plates, I don't have the energy to wait out the shit mood and time it takes to draw her back in... on the same token 9years is a long time and she has (apart from blowjobs) been a good little girl

Feedback appreciated.