I have been addicted to opiates off and on for years now. And it's come to the point where I started doing it so often. I hated myself for it. I just quit cold turkey 3 days ago. (Trying so hard to keep it going)

The main reason I keep doing it, is because when I use. I feel invincible. I get tons of hot woman. I have amazing confidence so I am not nervous when approaching or talking to woman. Feel great so I'm always down to go out and have carefree fun. Always have the right thing to say. And feel like I can handle anything life throws at me in a alpha as fuck way.

But once I stop using all this goes away. And I find it extremely hard to feel as good and Get into the proper state. Idk if it just in my head or what. But I am so afraid of not being able to act and do the things I want to do, off the drug. Like I do when I'm on it.

On my RP journey I want to know if anyone has experienced something like this? How they fixed it or their take on it? Or on drugs in general for that matter. Is RP anti drug? Any input on this is welcome