I have been in relationships with multiple women, a couple of them who I thought during various stages "this one is different, I will marry her one day".

The thing is, when you truly get to know them, like deep down to their core, looks aside, they are literally all the same.

  1. None of them can hold truly deep and meaningful conversations on the level like men can, no matter how smart they are.
  2. They never really think for themselves, they get ideas from other people/society and copy them.

When they start wanting to spend more and more time with me, talking everyday etc, I eventually lose interest and we break up, with the hope to find one which is different and will keep me entertained for longer than six to twelve months. Now I am beginning to truly internalize the TRP ideal that unicorns do not exist.

How do some guys put up with the same chick for so long? After you get to know the person, spending more than one hour a day talking to them drives me absolutely fucking insane, I would rather read a book, learn something new or go out experience something new. Am I missing something here?