My nudes were leaked without my consent in a predominately black discord server in February. The guy screen recorded me in a video call. It’s still being leaked up to this day. Yes my face was in it. Yes, I’m a young teenager. He also exposed regular pictures of me. He kept on pressuring me to have a relationship with him when I didn’t want to. I cut him off and that’s when he decided to do this. I obviously left the server a couple of months ago. The admins/ moderators of the server didn’t do anything but shamed and laughed at me.

I really have a lot of goals that I wanted to accomplish in life but I made so many mistakes by showing myself on the internet. At the time I was depressed and I wanted to feel loved. My dad is a bit of a narcissist and my mom is an enabler.

I really regret doing this and I definitely can’t tell my parents about this. I have black parents and they will definitely shame me for this.

I’ve always wanted to start a YouTube channel or start a business on Fiverr but I have been very hesitant because I’m scared of possibly getting famous and getting exposed again. I want to do better for myself and in the future but the past keeps on holding me back. I really wish that I can change everything from the past.